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You did a promise that you’ll never leave
They were colors in my heart that I really weave
But I prove that no promise can be done
If to your love, you are not the one

Thank you for everything you’ve done
Though we’re apart and you are gone
Thank you for the love you’ve shown
Though your heart now I can’t be own

I admit you’re the reason of my month’s tears
And might be the reason of my future’s fears
That’s why I wrote this poem for the last time
That I can dream that you would still my man

I am in the cage of solitude
I can’t breathe, I can’t move
I am alone and nobody hears
My screams, shouts and tears

I saw him walking away from me
I am confused, I feel empty
How will I get out of here?
How will I hold him near?

Out of the blue, he is gone
I can’t find him, I wish to run
I induce myself that he can still hear me
But stillness occur; tears flow suddenly

You came into my life unexpectedly
And you filled my world with felicity
I didn’t envisage this way to ensue
Didn’t expect this kind of value

Grateful when you pass this way fortuitously
In this nameless place I strangely dally
Am I under your spell that makes me spellbind?
I can’t get out of this reverie you hurl behind

Seconds, minutes, and hours have outdid
I am keen on you oddly, seems not stupid
You mean the whole thing to me now
An angel that smiles so sweet, I vow

You left; that was a year ago
Knowing no reason why but still, you go
I cannot coerce you to stay
You’re not blissful with me, what more can I say

Moving on is not that very easy
I cried since you left, that’s a melancholy
I have waited, if you’re going back
I’ve been longing for you; censure fact

Yes, that was a year ago
But still, I love you so
Seeing you with another girl
Is a feeling that I’m starting to fail

He is the man whom I want to be with
I assure, he is the man I certainly need
In every struggles, he is my protector
He is the man I’m fighting for

He is the knight in shining armor of mine
That’s why I feel so safe and fine
I am secured by my man
In times of pain, unto him, I run

Loving him will never be my regret
And doubtly, I own his respect
He is very meek when he speak
When he kisses me, I feel so weak

You told me not to cry
It’s very hard for me to try
I cry because you give me reason to
I cry because of, no one else but you

Since you left me alone
I asked, what’s wrong for the I’d shown
Is there something for you to hate me?
Why you asked me to set you free?

Now, there’s no reason for me to stay
Nobody will catch me when I want to lay
All of the plans we made had faded
Now that we fall apart and not committed

It’s stupidity if I still love you
Afterall what happened, look what you do
We know that we were not meant to
What is it in me if I just let you go

Now that I have somebody new
He’s my man, if you only knew
If you also had it, it’s not an argue
But how come letting me know, you pursue?

Do you want to hurt me that way?
I am not affected, I will always say
If you have somebody else, I’ll pray
Longed your companion not like ours yesterday

When you catch me looking at your eyes
Don’t say a thing, just wait for the sun to rise
I tried my best to ignore this
But in my heart, I don’t have the peace

I tried not to show you my feeling
Loving you, I know, is the most stupid thing
I want to keep the friendship we have
You promised, nothing will just more than of that

Even you’re there, I felt I am a loner
If I admit, I know you’re going to leave me sooner
It’s very hard, but I sacrificed it all
So that in me, you’re not going to fall

It is very ridiculous to reveal
Afterall what happened, I love you still
And it made my heart cry out
And a feeling inside of me wanted to shout

I admit, it hurts me when you did it once
But my heart melted with your simple glance
I’m afraid to let go of the past
For you are the reason why my heart beats fast

I always remember you when I hear our song
I know, loving you this way is very wrong
How will I give another chance for you
If there’s in my life, a somebody new

During the past of mine
I don’t know how to measure the time
Spending time with the one I really love
Coz’ I thought, I can love him more and for some

I adore him since we’re child
Coz’ my heart felt, he’s the prince I find
I don’t know if he already knew
That I longed loving him for years, that’s true

I am wondering if that’s only an infatuation
But how can I explain, he’s now my inspiration
Believe me; he inspired me for so long
That really made me brave and strong