Member Love Letters

carta de amistad

Yo quiero secar tus lágrimas, calmar tu dolor, robarte sonrisas y hacer del mundo el edén que perdimos. Si yo fuera luna, si yo fuera sol, si fuera camino, te guiaría siempre hasta que puedas seguir el tuyo.
Seré calor cuando venga el frío. Seré la luz que vela tus sueños, el amigo que te acompaña. Iré de tu mano. Estaré ahí por ti.
Siempre que el mundo traiga dolor, estaré ahí por ti.
Yo mitigaré el dolor y por siempre estaré ahí por ti, para darte calor y cobijo en mis brazos. Mientras tu alma sea débil, la mía te ayudará a sostenerte, hasta que por fin puedas vencer el dolor, hasta que aprendas a sonreír, mi gran...

ingodshandsisha... – Wed, 2008 – 04 – 09 22:30

Pretty Picture

Hannah St.Clair's picture

I cant let go. I just couldnt do it. Not on my own. Not like this. I found reasons beyond reason to keep myself from letting it go. To keep it like a secret tucked away in my pocket. It had been a tug of war I wasnt ready to lose. I wasnt ready to let go the rope and except it was gone. Instead I kept pulling till there were scars on my palms. Scars I'd tried to hide. But they showed. I could feel them. Everywhere. Even when I smiled I could feel them. Denial's like a big hole in the wall. You cover it up with a pretty picture so thats all you see. All you have to look at. An evil trick you play on yourself. Even when the picture starts to look a little crooked, you ignore it. Walk right past it. Till one night it falls off the wall and you cant. And there it is. A big fucking hole just staring at you. The choice isnt there any longer. You have to look at it, except it, take it for what it is. And its amazing when even the actual visual is not enough. You pretend

Hannah St.Clair – Mon, 2008 – 03 – 24 16:38

Masochist

Hannah St.Clair's picture

I used to look at alcoholics and junkies as a choice. That is was their choice. They had been the ones who choose to knowingly put something into their bodies that can harm them, possibly even kill them. They were ultimately choosing their own destiny. How hard is it to just stop?? Simply arithmetic, right? This plus that person equals bad news. The thing about addiction is that you never see your own. And even when you come to that moment where you meet yourself in the mirror covered in tears and traces of mascara its still not enough.
Though not a drug I think relationships can be addictive, even people. Bad people. People that are not good for you- physically, mentally,emotionally. They can be just as intoxicating as a drug. Giving you

Hannah St.Clair – Wed, 2008 – 03 – 19 14:08

Just take my hand

Baby if you’re scared take my hand and I’ll walk you through the night. You don’t ever have to worry when you’re around me, cause girl there aint nothing that can hurt you or harm you when I’m around. Trust in me, I will always be there, to catch you when you fall or to hold you up when you need support. If you’re still worried than just squeeze my hand a lil tighter. It’ll all be better in a second Boo I promise. Just close your eyes and I’ll take you away from this place, to somewhere where it’s just you and me. Let my voice drift in your mind, til it calms you down. Let the warmth of our bodies comfort you, and let it ease your pain, it’ll all be better girl.

Freakinpastor3 – Tue, 2008 – 03 – 04 08:10

Better tomorrow

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright

saki – Fri, 2007 – 11 – 09 06:04

My love angel

love you so much that words can't explain
this joy that I have for you.

When I am at the weakest point of my life
you are there encouraging me to run this race
because I am not only cause you are there with me.

You are on my mind day and night.

When we are apart I picture you gracious smile and gentle hug.

I can let my feelings out to you and won't regret it
because no matter what is you are always on my side.

I thank God for sending me someone like you who is precious and loving.

So I can truly say that you are the Angel of My Life!

saki – Tue, 2007 – 10 – 30 13:39

Cant ask for more!

Gazing at the stars in a dark cold night
Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight
I wish you can see I wish you can hear
I wish you can kiss and hold me tight

I close my eyes and shed those tears
Thinking how far you are from me
Then I look above and see the stars
How they light, they glitter and sparkle
Despite how far they are by sight

I find myself smiling as I realize
That though distance between us
Kept us apart but only in body
And never in heart

You gave me reason to smile
You gave me reason to hope
You gave me so much and
I can never ask for more

saki – Fri, 2007 – 10 – 26 11:29

dont be fooled

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask,
a thousand masks,
masks that I'm afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.

saki – Fri, 2007 – 10 – 19 12:56

Giving up and parting

We started ordinarily, girl meets boy, boy meets girl and the whole relationship was more of friends and lovers and later business partners. As days passed by, there was nothing but a friendly love for a friend. Confused if I love you or I love you because of another one’s memory. Until time came, I have fallen in love with you. I was contented that way. I never expected you to love me in return and loving me in return was the last thing I ever wanted from you. Even so, the love was too real, when time came and you fell in love with me. Though most part of it was painful and submerged in confusion, I do not want to end it with harsh words. I want to end it calmly, knowing that painful as it is, loving you has nothing but sweet memories.

adrijahnne – Thu, 2007 – 10 – 18 05:14

"ADORATION FOR AMAJA"Thought#1

What is it that attracts me towards you?
could it be your angelic face? your hair? your lips?
or maybe it is every word that comes out of your mouth wich seems to have been taken from the breath of ANGELS themselves, because upon the hearing of such sounds one seems to be directed towards heaven itself.........could it be the luster in your eyes? A VISION OF MISTIC WONDER, panoramic beauty from wich every reflexion becomes yet more alive....mirrored from your enchanting sight- the refexion, of the one who wants to see through them.
could it be the grace that adorns you, from the bottom of your feet to the tip of your head? That ciluette? That ciluette that maps and captures your every single curve, your every single emotion, CONCENTRATED! out of charm itself...the concentration of dazzling and mesmerizing- RADIATES! out of every inch of your body.

In Eternal Dreams – Sun, 2007 – 08 – 12 19:16
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