I didn’t of course, once again, catch my plane on time; I think I was about three or four days late before heading out. But the night before I left, as if a was living a nightmare or had just awaken from a dream, I walked into the café after having come in for the evening to have my late cup of coffee, which sometimes is from sunrise to sunrise, where I then looked around the place, (and a room that, as I said, has equally as many women as men sitting there, talking, eating, drinking, they don’t serve alcohol; a soft drink or tea, etc., playing video games or sitting with friends, and quickly, though I wouldn’t, and where at least until this very moment, say this is one of my ulterior motives for frequenting the place; to see a beautiful face) when I suddenly realized that there wasn’t one single woman in the café. I thought it peculiar as I sat there and tired to ponder on this event, but couldn’t figure out why, nor could I, maybe because of the shock, ask any of the men that either worked there or were sitting there as usual, where had they gone; though they seemed not as surprised as I was. I took it as an extraordinary coincidence, and went up to my room for a few hours before deciding to go out for supper, knowing that I would have gone back to sleep and have awaken from the nightmare that I was now having, and things would have returned back to normal.

Lyrics to Skinny Love :
Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different "kind"
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here

This is a story of one she knew
She shared this with me, let me share this with you
Read it carefully on each line
Read it as well between the lines.

She met a boy many years ago
Called him boy for a reason or two
He was timid and shy when she first saw
Good looking and seemed intelligent, too.

The meeting was short, each has to go
They parted ways but in their they hearts knew
They’ll meet again after ten years or so
In time when each no longer one but two.

There they are after ten years and three
In a gathering where they saw each other
Their heart beat never as fast

Christmas day, and no snow. It rained for hours yesterday, so lots of water on the ground. Now the temperature is 25 F, so no mud, just ice patches.

The sun is shining bright, not a cloud in the sky. The sky always seems more blue on cold sunny days. It was just too beautiful out to consider letting it go to waste.

So I put on some warm running gear, grabed a water bottle, and headed off to the 200 acre woods a short run from the house.

When I left the sidewalk and entered the park trail, I could feel the frozen grass breaking beneath my shoes. It also made a nice crunching sound. Simple pleasures ; )

It has been lost and forgotten
You have to look within'
It's sought and thought
Hard to be caught
Believe it's there
Floating in the air
Tameless, nothing to care
The question is where
We as people have to see
It can be caught within you and me
You have to believe
That it could, should, would, and will happen
To people like us, human beings

I can't think of any more words to make you realize
That I'm better than all these other guys

You have got your problems and I have got mine
This is the last time I say this, let’s put it all behind

I know if I give it time, my love for you will pass me by
When I think of you I get butterflies, I can't see you with no other guy

And I can't stress enough that you need to realize
I would give you anything below these stars and under this sky

As you can see, there are feelings between you and me
But when we try to agree, you start to break free

I stare right at you; you know what I want to do
But you move back smooth, saying' I need to choose, that I'm confused

Complicated it is. You and I are in this
Ignorance is bliss, why do you insist to fight this

Just come here, there's something you need to hear
I try to speak clear, but I mumble of fear

You are complicated, and it makes me frustrated
I just hate it, love is overrated

You need to tell me something, cause when it comes to everything
You make it so complicating, all I need to know is one thing

Tell me girl if I'm crazy,
Thinking about you night and day
Tell me girl if I'm silly,
Holding onto this dream for so long
And if you've ever loved me,
Please send me your sweet litle smile
And if you've ever missed me,
Let your heart reach out for my love

Oh girl my sweet girl how I long to be with you
To hold you in my arms and promise you my love
Oh girl my sweet girl forever I want you near
To take you by the hand walk down the ilse of love

Tell me girl if I'm crazy,
Dreaming about you night and day
Tell me girl if I'm silly,
Clinging onto this hope desperately

I know i can't have you

but i'd still kill for you're friendship.
I'd die for you're love
When i see you i melt.
i don't want to do anything else than be with you.
I know i'm not good enough.
I'm sorry i'm not perfect.

(my first i ever wrote!!!)

...Kiss me!
so that I may close my eyes
as this final tact
brisks suave off of your lips,
I'll keep them shut
to not see you depart
and live for ever with that savor of your kiss-
amongst my heart
shall flounder deep,
as I confide myself
to my solitude
taking forth your image
splendid endeavor!
'till the dusk of my days.