I dream to have wings and soar up high. Flee all the hurt and pain. Or run to a happy place, never ever cry. Always just sunshine, no clouds or rain. Once, I saw a light, pining, inviting. The comforting warmth enticed me. Though I thought twice, it was tempting. So I let light set me free.

I found a key to unlock the chain. But freedom's too much price to pay. I gave in to escape, though short and vain. Well, until I find the right words to say. And if I lose hope and embrace my fate, I will vow secrecy is engraved as skin. When love's worn out or forgets too late, let demons slumber with its original sin.

Still my thoughts will keep its own, lingering over the sweet nothings. As thoughts of you and me all alone, stirs up another world for my pleasure none ending. For all my sacrifices, I borrowed time. Long overdue and wrong. I've to make peace with my crime, sing a deceitful song. My weakness has taken over, leaving me helpless. Enjoying the time when I'm your lover, then drowning in my own mess.

Then there's no turning back, the damage's been done. My heart has grown bitter for what it lacks, not just a few, a ton. I don't deserve to be forgiven, I'm a prisoner for life. I will keep this secret hidden, and keep pretending to be his wife.