When I close my eyes I see you. When I open my eyes I long to see you. Even when you are not near me. I feel you in everything. I'm surrounded by, every second, every minute, all the time, my eyes search for you. call it love, madness, heartbeats, craziness, or the medication. It's all the same to me. I can never forget you. I don't want to forget you. It's been 5 years and I still haven't forgotten you. I will remember you till I die. And even after that. By the powers invested upon me by me and anything that of pure heart, I hereby declare that you will never be alone. Even if that means that I have to be on call for the rest of my life. And every life after that. For as long as life will go on.