I think you have been struck by love, and is so hard to let go of someone you want so badly and move away from them. I know, I have just done it myself and it still pains me to think about it and how i had to chose to let my feelings go so as to let him go. Its very hard, I can so relate to how you feel.

life is hard and difficult but alay keep this in mind : god would never put something in your life that you can not handle!!

A person that has not been in love cant possibly understand want it feels like!!the happiness and joy that , that person brings to your life is just the most amazing feel one could ever experience.the smile that they bring to your heart is such a beautiful gift.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Many things happened in life that are so hard to explain.
I emphatize with you. Why suffer? Let go of him and find
another man who deserves your love!

At this point of my life I dont know what to do about this situation. I cant hold out any longer. This stage of my life(love) I'm stuck at an impasse. I've been beguiled by cupid to take it this far.