I am not a part of your life. You cannot give me a place in your heart. If you could, you would do it definitely. You have the right to live with the person you like. You are genuinely good girl who got all the qualities I ever know. I can understand you.I think, I am a kind of selfish person who try to get every thing I need. I may be not good as you. Until i give up my selfishness, I have to suffer. I need your love, that is the only thing I expect in my life. But it is not realistic. My mind should be open to accept any thing. If I say, I am ok now. It is a total lie. There is no shortcut to come to that state of mind soon. It will take years to make my mind ok, since my love is true than any thing in this world. Perhaps I won’t become normal again.I love you till the end.