I don't know how much longer I can function. Knowing you're out there looking for me. Hearing your heartbeat call to me, demanding I live for you.

I don't know how much longer I can continue living this lie. Making love to him night after night, and wishing it was you. Knowing he doesn't deserve this, wanting to love him, wishing beyond hope that it was him that I burned for, but realizing that it will always be you.

I don't know how much longer I can stand this. Lying next to him dreaming of you. This faceless lover who possess my spirit. Not physically present, but refusing to let me go. This faceless man who has branded my heart, and my soul.

I don't know how I will face him, and the life that we've built. When you show up to claim what is rightfully his. I know I will follow you whether I want to or not. I'm yours. . .