I haven't seen you for a while now
I miss you all the time
And your constantly on my mind
It feels like hell
To have to go on with my life
Without you in it
Where are you?
I want to know when I will see you again
I need to know
It sucks to have to get up every morning and go to school
Just to find out once again
That your not there
I miss you more than words can say
People say your just a phase
That I will soon move on
And feel the same way about somebody else
That in their words I will have a new "obsession"
But their wrong!
Your not my obsession
At least not in the way they think
But I will never feel the same way about anybody else
And if I ever do move on
It will be the hardest thing
That I will have ever done
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to move on
I want to be with you
Forever
But right now
I will just settle on seeing you
I have to see you
My heart is slowly breaking
With the pain I feel
The pain caused by the empty space
Where you should be
I always daydream
About the same things
About going to calss
And suddenly seeing you once again
I actually feel happy
I feel the warmth spreading throughout my body
I yearn to feel that warmth
To be that happy again
It is amazing how all this happens to me
Just by seeing your face
I might love you
I don't know
I hate the horrible feelings that run through me
When I don't see you
When your not here
I am overcome with a mixture of emotions
Sadness
Anger
Heartbreak
But above all
I feel scared
Scared that something has happend to you
Scared that someone has hurt you
People may say that i'm over-reacting
But they just don't know
They don't know what your going through
How hard your life really is
Sure I don't know everything either
But I know enough
I know more than them
And that is enough
To truly scare me...