You were never there

One thousand heartbreaks,
one thousand tears
one thousand memories
im hearing through my ears
i always loved you
i always tried
to be the one right by your side
i was always kind even if
memories of her still running through your mind
do you really love me?
do you really care?
do you really think
that this is fair?
to hurt me beyond repair
i catch myself in a stare
only to relise you were never there