Childhood Love Is Never Dead

My dear, where have you gone?
My heart is by your absence torn
I watch every nook and corner
Joy and peace I could not garner
Somewhere you have left
My mirth has suffered theft
Nothing to me you have told
To ask you I am not yet bold
You just give me your kind vision
That shows your loving decision
Still, I am unable to grasp anything
How can I derive that you are loving?
When on the road you come close
Your love, your sparkling eyes expose
You know I am also not highly matured
By God's grace this affair is getting endured
You and I have youth in our possession
Of course you are to me an Obsession
Your language is entirely different
But, your love I feel is transparent
Your dear brother is my close friend
But, this friendship, by my act may end
You also are very rich compared to my status
But, you are the holy deity in my heart-lotus
If a book I decide to hopefully go through
In every page I actually see only you
All other women appear to be non-existing
To derive peace of mind you are ever assisting
We are so young and we love each other
God must decide whether we will be together
From a distance when your sight kindly travels
To reach my eyes, my heart gives merry-bells
You are an expert in English due to fine education
But, I am ignorant; still I learn it with dedication
When I see you sitting in the balcony of your house
I from a distance play cricket, but you, my eyes browse
You read all sorts of comics and novels with joy
But, only your face and personality I ever enjoy
When you eat something and see us playing
My cricket skills, superbly I will be displaying
Still I remember that window where you will appear
After thirty two years, still I remember you dear
You are living somewhere under someone's care
God has decided otherwise which is surely unfair
But, you made me a poet with no English knowledge
With maturity I always think of you without grudge
Our love is not at all infatuation, but pure affection
As I never at all thought of your body-section
Goodbye my dear dream-girl, I must ever thank you
As memories of those golden days come in my view.
M V VENKATARAMAN

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