ups and downs

i remember the 13th of June standing by her bedside
excruciating pain the more pressure she applied
i couldn't control my excitement however hard i tried
i could feel both nerves and happiness building up inside
then i saw her head my eyes were opened wide
when i saw our daughter my emotions i couldn't hide
i didn't even intend it it but i swear to you i cried
i was asked to cut the cord yes was what i replied
never in my life have i been so full of pride
for the two most beautiful sitting at my side
for hours our baby was nameless we was yet to decide
we both like the name summer was what she implied
i agreed and gave her a kiss and took a stroll outside
we have a beautiful daughter finally we are happy i sighed
but where there's an upside there's also a downside
besides the fact that she had just drop our child
she changed from the person i knew so loving a mild
never wanting to touch me her mood swings so wild
she always had a face on could never crack a smile
started being secretive such as hiding her mobile
whereas when i first met her that was never her style
she went back to work as a bigger income she brought
i looked after summer tried to give her my support
after a separation something i was told made me distraught
she had being cheating on me didnt think she would get caught