i do care

i wish i had more time so whats broken i could repair
i really am devastated that on your big day i wont be there
whatever you may think my brother i really really care
knowing i will be in that hole whilst your love to v you declare
cuts me up from the inside the pain too much to bare
i have never been much of a brother to you which really is unfair
cos i was a waste of space but we were judged as a pair
in times of need i should of had your back but i always was elsewear
i really wish i had more memories of the good times that we shared
but as you know as well as anyone good times we had were rare
the time has come for your big day the bomb squad should beware
cos it will be an explosion of laughter and love nothing will compare
make sure on ya stag due you be careful and be prepared
cos some the stuff ive heard they're doing if it were me id be scared
at least without me there your embarrassment will be spared
i hope it turn out like a dream come true rather than a true nightmare