believe it or not brother i carry so much guilt and pain
constant thoughts of what to do keep travelling round my brain
knowing you dont have my support is driving me insane
i wish things could be different in so many other ways
but lets look on the bright side no drunks will ruin ya day
ill be thinking of both of you whilst you both sip great champagne
one main reason for staying out

the way i am being treated is not fair would you agree
listen to how i explain all the events in my story
being judged by the world who already think im guilty
its a bloody joke how the folk round here can be so nasty
i never intended on taking anything so how can it be burglary
so why didnt i take the car when i obviously stole her key
did it ever occur it was a mistake id made in such a frenzy
everything that was happening i couldn't think too clearly
i meant to take just the door key and return for my property
but didnt even realise i had it till i was at my home basically
when i heard she had mole company i was crushed honestly

im fucking angry and i wanna succeed
being good dad is all i need
but cant leave it alone need to proceed
he will hurt he needs to bleed
he didnt want love but pure greed
his dirty fucking habit he needs to feed
my head has gone can barely speak
he took a fucking liberty what a cheek
week after week im trying to seek
something good from from this loosing streak
surely one man cant get anymore grief
li find myself praying to the almighty chief
from high above or down beneath
i close my eyes and ill believe

by writing this there's a hidden message in my music
you may be a lot of things but one of them aint thick
haven't known you long but know you played a dirty trick
all the woman you can choose the one i love is who you pick
severe beatings unbearable pain is what im gonna inflict
it will be some time soon before im nicked
why dont ya give me a call and fucking prick
sort it between us ill make it nice and quick

what i was hearing as she told me what she thought
was something i expected yet left me so distraught
she told me she was leaving me as she didn't love me anymore
my eyes started welling up as i listened to her words pour
she swore it was the only reason for her decision it was lies for sure
i knew for a fact there was something else she needed to report
getting myself together i stood up and said whilst looking at the floor
at least have the guts to tell me the truth the truth about it all
telling blatant lies we have heard it all before if i recall
i cant believe anything that i hear rolling from ya jaw

i remember how i felt the day i heard you speak them words
i felt my heart dropping from my chest then suddenly emerged.
things that i have dealt with lately i definitely would have preferred
to have been pushed off a cliff tho this second was slightl on the verge.
you just came straight out and said things aint working anymore
you said before you say anything let me say what i came here for.
how can we ignore the fact that we have been growing apart a while,
we barely even talk and i cant remember the last time we share smiled,
she spoke so calmly it was if we were speaking about the weather

we fight you loose will be my prediction
inflicting unbearable pain is my ambition
i would step down if i were in ya position
or is loosing teeth to you a tradition
never have i lost against the opposition
holding a blade is a useful addition
ill break ya jaw to within recognition
make ya disappear just like a magician
how can ya fight with ur condition
did you and a bus have a collision
i throw fast and hard pure precision
im premiership ur the second division
dont come here again without my permission
unless ya brings guns and plenty of ammunition
ill be killing anyone who keeps persisting

u tell that fuck with that lairy Alsation
some time soon he is going on a vacation
its not by choice. comes with no accommodation
wont know where were going.its no vacation
he is gonna pay for all this aggravation
does he think he clever giving Feds information
then doing the offs with no explanation
think he hard but hates confrontation
im gonna slice him bad. then he gets a castration
to think once i respected him,even had admiration
was good at earning cash pure dedication
would burgal ya house while he fucked ya relation
but all that aside he couldn't handle an integration

fucking dirty cunts you frustrate me
don't know shit but still they slate me
something bads gonna happened just wait and see
blatantly stitching me up

i never wanted to be a doctor or an electrician
neither a plumber or a paint or a politician
i never wanted to play sports or be a musician
the only difference between us i had ambition
i never wanted to be the person in ur position
i wanted to achieve things in my life get recognition
ya a amateur living in the second diversion
doing all the hard work on a poxy commission
taking all the risk giving the Feds ammunition
going before the judge being sent to prison
cant doing nothing unless ya have permission
every thing ya do has got a new condition
every night if ya listen someone will be getting molested