I can't sleep, I can't breath
I can't think, I can't speak
I felt like crying
And don't stop like a rain...

Sadness occupied my heart
Loneliness has stolen my mind
Tears are falling down my cheeks
Really don't know how to stop it...

How many days I have to wait?
How many reasons I have to give?
For how many years
I have to shed tears?...

Is love, a light behind darkness?
Does it brings so much hapiness?
Wish it'll ease the sadness
And wipe away the tears on my cheeks...

Give me life, show me hope
Make me laugh and let me know
There's light behind darkness
And that's

I felt love, I'm so glad
I got hurt, I cried out loud
I moved on and opened my heart
Then I've met you on a dating site...

You, that makes me happy
You who made me cry
You are so funny
And you are everything to me...

You make me laugh in times I'm down
There for me when I need someone
Comfort me when I'm about to cry
And makes me feel that I'll be fine...

You cared for me when I was sick
In your arms you made me sleep
When I wake up you're there with me
You kissed me and smiled at me...

You're so sweet, I'm so happy
You're funny, I'm so lucky
When you're sad, I feel lonely

When I see the star in the sky and it shines so bright
Everything seems so perfect and right
I look into your eyes, see that sparkle
nothing matters to me more that your cuddle
Your beautiful long hair and it's passion
You make me feel all warm and my heart tightens

You're the reason I wake up in the morning
I turn to you and my life has a meaning
You lay there sleeping with that cute smile
It makes everything that little more worthwhile
You smile and slowly open your eyes
It's like a beautiful sun rise

I slowly move to you to kiss your lips
my heart goes on an amazing love trip

As I awake from my deep sleep I slowly open my eyes as if it's a door opening to the world,
I turn my head slowly but surely to you I smile with a glee that so bright as I know I've enter the thing called puppy love
our relationship as fresh and new as if it's a flower blooming in the field at the start of a new born spring
I hold you tight with deep importance, never wanting to let go as if my life dependant on it, looking deeply in your eyes as they sparkle bright just like star deep in the sky
I see your soft soul full of love, passion, and trust bring me warmth and love as if I've never felt it before

Through many years of misery, alone with despair
I searched for my true love, but no one was there

Our love had I lost so long, long ago
It was so pure, so deep and as white as the snow

That long lost love I could never let go
Its memory haunted me and tortured me so

But then out of nowhere one day you returned
You found in my heart that the flicker still burned

Through your words and your touch that flicker did grow
And the love in my heart for you would soon flow

When you returned my love only yours I became
And one day I know we will both share one name

You give my life purpose to get out of bed
I want to show my emotion but no words can be said

Our souls are entwined and forever will be
For I’ll love you forever my dear Genevieve

Through many years of misery, alone with despair
I searched for my true love, but no one was there

Our love had I lost so long, long ago
It was so pure, so deep and as white as the snow

That long lost love I could never let go
Its memory haunted me and tortured me so

But then out of nowhere one day you returned
You found in my heart that the flicker still burned

Through your words and your touch that flicker did grow
And the love in my heart for you would soon flow

When you returned my love only yours I became
And one day I know we will both share one name

You give my life purpose to get out of bed
I want to show my emotion but no words can be said

Our souls are entwined and forever will be
For I’ll love you forever my dear Genevieve

When I was born
His heart was torn
Due to jealousy-thorn
His peace was gone

Because of my arrival
He faced in life a rival
To none he could tell
His mind was in pell-mell

I was given great attention
Giving him undue tension
Wrong was not his intention
He could not normally function

He must have had his grudge
Though I built love-bridge
He was driven to grief’s edge
His freedom, I did abridge

Slowly he must have loved
Feeling about his status proud
A place in heart was allowed
As one-brother is not a crowd

His heart must have sadly cried
To reconcile, he must have tried

He Is Dying...

He who is tall
proud strong.
gentle of hand and heart
is leaving...

Sleeping soundly
yet so painfully,
He recollects his memories,
Images dancing through his mind
as he recaptures loves lost,
loves attained,
children born,
hearts broke,
hearts desires,
lost chances,
fulfilled dreams,
memories cherished,
kisses exchanged,
hands held,
friendships born
and lost.
Tears of joy,
sorrow,
pain,
And the ever present question...
"Why me?"

Preparing himself for the journey
The path that leads him away
from everything he loves.
Faces,
Places,
Traces of his life.

While some things remain unclear, I am my own Shakespeare,
Set forth in a new and profound direction to which this and other chapters of my life are To be written. For each man and woman are responsible for writing his or her own destiny.
The pages in which have already been written cannot be read upon with regret, resentment or distain towards the experiences throughout which history has been passed.

Rather, read upon them as reminder to the newfound paths to which will be traveled, the lessons we have learned, the lessons in which we will teach, those we have met along the way, the legacies passed on. For life begins and ends with a single breath and all too often reminds all just how short this thing we call life really is.

All the tears I cried for you
Have dried up like sand,
And even though I miss you
I kind of understand...

For this symphony of sorrow
That my soul somehow did paint
Has started to fade away
Its melody, now faint.

The sorrow that my heart felt
Has started to disappear,
And I no longer fall to bits
Knowing your no longer here.

Its not that I dont love you still
For deep in my heart I do,
But now when I wake up each day
My thoughts are not of you.

You were the only symphony
That my heart could ever play,
The man that I loved intensely,
Yet the one, who walked away.

Within my every wistful dream